The Fluorescent Buzzing of Life

 

by A.M. Stewart

 Maybe nothing needs to be fixed.

Maybe trying to fix ‘something’ is a self-created illusion.

Consider – you are already everything you need to be – And maybe the situation too.

 Maybe your thoughts about yourself are distracting you from seeing this.

Like a Hamster spinning on a wheel in a cage – just remember: the only way the wheel continues to spin is if you are making it turn. 

Hop off the wheel for a second - and see something New – or not.

At your core – beneath the fluorescent buzzing of life – is absolute Love, absolute innocence, absolute Truth.   

It IS who you are, always.

I know you’ve sensed this deeper part of you before, because, after all – it IS who we are.  Maybe you haven’t felt it since childhood.  But you HAVE felt it.  It never goes away. 

 Maybe you’ve just taken notice of the buzz the fluorescent bulbs of life continuously make, momentarily taking your attention away from the Truth of you.

We think there is so much ‘doing’ that needs to be done to make our lives so much better.   

Throughout all your struggle and days of ‘doing ‘– and fighting against the ‘doing’ – and judgment of the ‘doing’ – are you finally ready to let go of the ‘doing’?  After all, all this ‘doing’ isn’t really doing it - is it?

Yes, there are certain things we must ‘do’ in life. I’m not really talking about all that; I’m speaking of something deeper here. 

Often we can feel as if we need to ‘make’ ourselves better (internally) in some way before attempting to do something else in life.   

You are already perfect and whole.  There is nothing to perfect.  It’s already there.  

Nothing along life’s path can damage that – or take it away. Maybe you are in a place where you momentarily believe that it has been taken away or damaged.  And that’s ok too.

Just remember, when you are ready, you will stop paying so much attention to all the fluorescent buzzing of life.  That is only a distraction. 

Underneath it all, is you.

A place where you can peacefully navigate any of life’s storms with ease and clarity. 

Maybe your thoughts are keeping you from seeing this. 

Maybe you are just perfect, 

the way you are, after all.  
And possess all the knowledge you will ever need.